Staind - It's Been Awhile

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it's been awhile
since i could
hold my head up high

and it's been awhile
since i first saw you

and it's been awhile
since i could stand
on my own two feet again

and it's been awhile
since i could call you

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that are rendered
i've stretched myself beyond my means

and it's been awhile
since i could say
that i wasn't addicted and

it's been awhile
since i could say
i loved myself as well and

it's been awhile
since i've gone
and fucked things up
just like i always do

and it's been awhile
but all that shit seems to
disappear when i'm with you

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
the consequences that i've rendered
i've gone and fucked things up again
again

why must i feel this way?

just make this go away

just one more peaceful day

and it's been awhile
since i could
look at myself straight

and it's been awhile
since i said i'm sorry

and it's been awhile
since i've seen the way
the candles light your face

and it's been awhile
but i can still remember
just the way you taste

and everything i can remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
to be
i know it's me

i cannot blame this on my father
he did the best he could for me

and it's been awhile
since i could
hold my head up high

and it's been a while
since i said i'm sorry . . .